Mish Mash of Dreams

24 01 2010

I’m trying to recall……..

We were in this ladies praying hall at the mosque but there were a few guys among us. That’s not allowed. I talked to this guy beside me, and then a lady came. She was his girlfriend. I decided to leave them alone, it’s the best that I can do. Suddenly she threw a fit, and took something out of a cabinet nearby and chased me. She was holding a pair of scissors and got very close to me and wanted to stab my back. Specifically, just above the small of my back. I could really feel the fear of me dying, feeling the pain. But I half-woke in time before she stabbed my back. I found out somewhere that if you have never experienced something in life before, you will not experienced it in a dream…

I dreamt that I had to go up to the last floor of the school to attend Malay lessons.

I dreamt that me and Bi did the ‘half’ rear entry at the pedestrian crossing.


So nice, sweet and sexy

14 01 2010

I was out with this guy. We’ve been hanging out frequently; in fact, we are in a relationship, though it wasn’t so serious. He was accompanying me while I waited till it was time to get into my cookie bouquet class. I was lugging my bag that was filled with materials to bring for the class. We were out and about, went into this Middle Eastern café for lunch when I realized my bag was missing. I told him it could be at the place where we left before we came here to eat and he ran all the way to look for it. Unfortunately it wasn’t there anymore, but I was so touched that he ran there to get it. I kissed him and we started making out in public, with him carrying me. I was so happy, laughing and asked him to stop and we were so in love. Only then I studied how he looked like, how good looking he is, how boyish he looked. He looked like that new actor from the TV show Together. He is younger than me, but cares for me endlessly. We have common friends, so I trust him

It was just a dream.


10 01 2010

When you said that there’s something missing in our relationship, I can’t just simply do nothing and let it be. I know I could have done better so I’m trying to revive it by putting in more effort. If I still didn’t meet your expectations, then I guess I’m not your type.

Relationship needs effort. It takes two. Love is supposed to grow as time passes by. If you’re feeling it lesser and lesser, and you let it be without doing anything about it, then what’s the point of continuing it?

There has been an increasing need to be by your side at a time like this when you’re struggling with your current job. I’m loving you more now. But if it’s not being reciprocated then it’s pointless don’t you think?

There’s nothing to do with pressure. If you’re comfortable with the relationship you’d put in effort without thinking too much. But if you want it easy, it’s as good as having no strings attached, and I’d probably want to keep my options open. In that case, I don’t see the point of us getting intimate.

I need things to be clear. I can’t read your mind on what you want. What I want is that I be taken seriously.